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April 01, 2005
Big One Today...
Today is my check up with my doctor. He will have disected the testicle that they removed and found out which type of cancer (if any) was in there. This determines the next step(s). Honestly, I'm not looking forward to getting poked and prodded, but, this is a one day at a time process:)
I'm feeling pretty good. I have two or three spots that are really tender and still cause me a lot of pain, but, I'm trying to be mobile for most of the day. Yesterday- I didn't stop going from 9 to about 6 and kind of paid for it at night. That's allright- I got a lot done. This surgery, etc., is causing me to really get organized as far as our money, time, projects, etc.
Our little sis, Heather, is coming out on Saturday- for a whole week! Jen and Heathy should have tons of fun next week- hitting Disneyland, the beach, Hollywood, Malibu, etc. How many times can one write "ETC" in one posting? Anyway, I'm hoping to be healthy enough, not only to work quite a bit, but to be able to drive the girls all over SoCal:)
God has been faithful. There have been a few ups and downs emotionally- but the beauty of God is that He does not change. This allows my highs and lows to be tempered a bit and not last for too long. I'm sure that coming off of my insanely fun Anniversary Trip, was one reason for the lull. Another one was going on the internet and reading some sad stories of some other testicular cancer patients. It kind of puts a lot of fears in you that you DON'T need to be thinking about! But, I'm going again to U2- tonight with my brother and Tuesday with Nate and Dave Luds. Should be really fun. I'm just eating up that book by Smith Wigglesworth that I was writing about a few weeks ago. Man- this guy was not only used by God to do miracles and healings. He not only brought TONS of people into the Kingdom. But he has SUCH a hunger for the Word of God. It's really awe inspiring. This guy's attitude was- if it's in the Bible, I'm standing on it. Man- to have that kind of faith! It's what I am shooting for everyday, as I- at the same time, realize how lame I am;) Actually, it's kind of cool that God created us with so far to go. It always leaves us hungry for more!!!
Thank you to everyone reading this, who has been praying. I fly under the covering of your prayers! Please, keep it up! Pray for a complete healing and for a grace to put up with any future procedures. Pray for Blue Cross to continue to come thru and pay for everything. Pray for my mortgage business to prosper, during a poor interest rate cycle. Pray for a quick healing from this past surgery, that I can get back to working out and running and my many projects at home. Jen and I love you all!
Posted by chasyrdrmz at April 1, 2005 08:56 AM
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